Monday, July 10, 2006
again

it appeared again.
this time when i least expected it.
i thought it's all over.
no more in denial.
had fun talking to you about stuffs but when you asked it again, it just turned me off.
im tired of hearing it.
are you just stupid or reassuring yourself that things will be alright and everything will go as normal.
as you planned in your mind.

i prefer to be alone now. picking up the pieces.
and putting them together one by one.
enjoying my life as it is without the need to think about this.
give me a break.


i guess i shall go and find michael.