Wednesday, September 20, 2006
20 09 06
who cares.
reality tv caused me to be very cynical and to gloat at their every mistake instead of saying "oh my" and having the sense of empathy. apathy took over me. feeling indifference. sadist? but i sure have a sense of triumph when my cousin starts crying whenever i disturb him. i feel soo good. hah. blame himself for me doing that. humans. that is probably why we are to cleanse our heart from these diseases.
browsing for new skins can make my computer go crazy. as mal said "it' time." but i can't find nice ones. it's either too dark or too colourful. i want a mixture of both. not too jarring and not too dingy. haha. in between is good.
i was beaming last night. basking in glory during ngaji. there was this girl who requested if she could read one whole page of the quran. i had no idea why. probably because in my slot, all of us are reading one whole page instead of half and she thought of giving it a try. the best part was - my ustazah went "there's only 2 students who read 2 pages. her (ME!!) and another girl. the rest are still one page or half. reading two pages need stamina and knowledge." stamina and knowledge - that was the phrases that caused me to be beaming. haha. it's not easy to be praised ok during ngaji. i call it a bless to be praised. you sure need to to have both to read 2 pages ((:
training today was surprisingly less demanding compared to the previous training although we almost had the whole squad there (: did the usual stuffs. the highlight of the training was us doing the scissors. legs forty five degrees, legs straightened and bla bla bla. apparently, i wasn't in that forty five degrees position and legs not straight. and was caught by the pt master, zai. "sal, what are you doing?" i replied "f***ing." nis who was beside me lost her concentration and laughed so hard. haha... doing sit-ups was hilarious too. shall not reveal our tricks. just in case zai stumble across this. haha. secret secret ;p
oh yah, i read nis's blog and remembered!! willy wonka nerds fell into my mee bandung and its sort of 3/4 left. haha. nis. nis. stop thinking about the frking thing lah. suker eh kau. haha
i miss school but i still want holidays!!
