Friday, February 20, 2009
it has effect on me.

i entered gramophone just now to check out any latest cd. then again, there's always latest cd(s) every week. i could feel the imaginary rope that tied my hands to my body. i really had to keep myself from getting one because i've bought one 2 weeks ago. plus, if i were to get one just now, i will definitely get another one and another one and it goes on. buying one alone will never be enough just now because i will get another next week and week after next. therefore, the only solution is to get none. i did that and im safe now. well, at least for a couple of weeks or so because the feeling comes again.

i have a new place to get notebooks. i see that i have an apprentice. haha.




the previous one came true. if the next one too - i shall enjoy the sensation of doing it for the first time just like i did in there.